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My Journey in search of Love

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Letter of Love from “Love”

Letter from the Universe: “Anyone but her”

Because Sometimes Destiny Needs a Little Defiance

Hemanth: Hi Ishan,

How’re you doing? When’s the interview?

Ishan: Honestly, I don’t know, Hemanth. My horoscope looks terrible this week. And my interview — my dream interview — is tomorrow. The predictions say I shouldn’t attempt anything important now or it’ll fail. And you know what? My horoscope has never been wrong. Out of all the weeks in my life, it had to be this one.

Hemanth: (laughs uncontrollably) Hahahahahahaha! Oh man, hahahahaha!

Ishan: Yeah, yeah. Go on, laugh. Make fun of me and my beliefs. You’ll stop laughing when something like this comes true in your own life. People like you call this superstition. But you’ll believe in Superman, Iron Man, or even time travel — and yet dismiss horoscopes because they’re “Indian” and not “science.”

Hemanth: I’m not mocking you, Ishan. I laughed because you’re letting your horoscope control your life instead of guiding it. I don’t deny predictions. But they’re not meant to imprison you in fear. Think of them like a roadmap — they’re guidance, not shackles.

Ishan: Easy for you to say. You don’t believe in them. You’ve got nothing to lose. I’ve got everything to lose.

Hemanth: That’s where you’re wrong. I do believe in them — and I’ve lived through what you’re feeling.

Ishan: What do you mean?

Hemanth: Rani.

Ishan: (teasing) Your wife Rani? That amazing woman? I still wonder what she saw in you. She deserves way better.

Hemanth: (smirks) You’ll never change. Anyway, listen. When Rani and I wanted to marry, we had everything against us. Our parents, our families, and yes — even the stars.

We’d been friends and colleagues. Outsiders in a new city, we bonded fast. We explored, laughed, and slowly, friendship grew into something deeper. But confessing wasn’t easy.

One day, at our favorite café, out of nowhere, Rani asked me: “Do you love me?”

I nearly choked on my coffee. In a panic, I denied it. “No, of course not. We’re just friends!”

She raised her eyebrows, smirked, and teased me: “What’s wrong with you? Can a girl never be friends with a guy? Or is every friendship supposed to turn into love?”

I laughed nervously, but inside I was sinking. A few days later, I broke. I confessed everything — that I loved her.

She stared at me for a moment, then burst into laughter. “Finally! I thought you’d never admit it, duffer.”

That was us. Full of laughter, drama, and heart.

Two years later, we decided to marry. And then the storm began. Parents on both sides disagreed. Convincing them was like living in Game of Thrones, Hunger Games, and Bigg Boss — all rolled into one. After months of fighting, both families reluctantly agreed. And then came the final test: horoscopes.

We went to the family priest. He looked at our charts and said, coldly:

“Anyone but her. If they marry, they won’t be happy. The marriage will not last. Within two years, they will separate.”

That one sentence destroyed everything. For once, both families agreed: no marriage. And just like that, Rani and I were torn apart.

I drowned in alcohol. My only friend was Old Monk. For two years, I lived like a ghost. My parents kept bringing proposals. I’d sit silently and say, “If you like her, I’ll marry.” Because for me, life had ended when I lost Rani.

Then, out of nowhere, my parents relented. They said, “Fine, go marry Rani.” But by then, anger consumed me. “Why now? After ruining two years of my life? She’s probably married and happy. I won’t ruin her life again.”

I stormed out.

Weeks later, there was a loud knock at my door. Hungover, furious, I opened it — and there she was. Rani. Crying. Fuming. Before I could speak, slap! And then another.

“You idiot! You broke up with me because of a horoscope? Without even asking what I wanted? Do you even know how I lived without you?”

I mumbled excuses, saying I didn’t want to hurt her, that both our parents had decided. She slapped me again. “You fool. I wanted you to fight for me. To choose me. Instead, you let me go.”

And then, between anger and tears, she asked, “Do you love me?”

This time, there was no hesitation. “Yes. And I’ll never let go again.”

We married soon after. It’s been ten years now. We’ve had fights, struggles, challenges — but we’re still here. Strong. Happy. Together.

So Ishan, here’s the point: The pandit wasn’t wrong when he said we’d face trouble. We are opposites. We do clash. But instead of letting that prediction destroy us, we chose to use it as a warning — and worked on those differences. That’s why we survived. That’s why we’re thriving.

Horoscopes are not prisons. They’re lessons. They’re not meant to stop you from living — they’re meant to teach you how to live better.

So go to your interview. Stop fearing your stars. Remember: if I could marry the girl I was “never supposed to,” then you can absolutely land the job you’re “not supposed to.”

Stop letting the horoscope scare you. Prepare, go in with confidence, and treat any bad forecast as a prompt to be extra careful, not to give up. If I could marry the girl everyone told me I shouldn’t, you can absolutely win this interview despite what your stars say.

That, Ishan, is the truth about love. Horoscopes, predictions, doubts — they can warn you, but they cannot define you. Love isn’t about avoiding storms. It’s about choosing each other again and again when storms come. When you become the kind of person who chooses the relationship even when it’s hard — and then find someone who does the same — you’ve found the best kind of love. You’ll fight, you’ll cry, you’ll argue, and even when you feel like leaving, you’ll stay — because you chose to stay. That is your best love. And you will defy the destiny itself.

My Journey in search of Love

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Letters of “Love” from “Love”

“Letter: Forever yours”

Son,

Your mom was the love of my life. I wish she were here today to hold your hand through your heartbreak. I’m not saying your pain isn’t real — heartbreak always is. But to me, other than you, this letter is the most cherished gift she ever gave me. I hope reading this gives you some solace.

Hi Tanay,

How are you? It’s been so long since we last exchanged letters. I miss those days we ran out of letters to talk about what was going on with us.

Just today, a family came to our house to see me for an alliance. The boy was handsome, but he barely spoke. Honestly, I was irritated. I didn’t even want to meet him. But what else could I do? I’m not yet ready to tell my parents about you — that I love you — nor are they ready to believe that a love marriage can be as strong as an arranged one.

They’ve spent their lives doing what they thought was best for me. And I owe them everything. In fact, isn’t it because of them that we met at all? They decided on my college, believing it would be best for their daughter — and there you were. But now, trying to convince them that love can be chosen, that it can be just as sacred as what they want for me, is becoming harder every day.

I think the real reason parents hesitate about love marriages is this: you take away their chance to pick “their” version of the perfect partner for their child. All our lives, they’ve been making decisions for us, and then one day, we say we’ll make our own — the biggest one yet. I don’t even fault them for it. They’ve seen the world before us. They only want to protect us.

I’m sorry for the way we parted last time. I’m sorry for not telling you about the proposals. It wasn’t to hurt you; I just wasn’t ready for that discussion. You would’ve asked, “So, are you having second thoughts about marrying me?” And I would’ve wanted to scream, “No! I’m not!”

Tanay, I love you. But I also respect my parents deeply. They are my world. But just because I want a future with you, I can’t abandon my past or my family. I want you and them, both. I’m trying to hold the best of both worlds together.

I don’t know how I’ll do it. But I do know this: if marriage is written for me, the only person I will marry is you. I don’t want to lose you. I don’t want to lose my parents. I dream of a life where you and I are together, and our families are happy with us.

All through our relationship, you’ve been my rock. And I know it’s unfair, but I need you to be my rock again now. Please stand by me. Write back soon. I can’t wait for the day we’re married and building our own big, happy family.

Yours only,
Anaya

This was the letter your mom wrote to me when we’d just finished college. We were unemployed and uncertain, and I didn’t dare ask her parents for her hand. She was far out of my league — the daughter of a wealthy, respected family — while I was just a middle-class boy with nothing but dreams. She had every reason to leave me for someone else.

Instead, she promised me that if she were ever to marry, it would be me. And she kept that promise. She became my life’s greatest blessing.

I don’t know the reason for your breakup. But let me tell you this: the most difficult decision to stick by is a marriage or a relationship. And throughout your life, holding on to that decision is never easy. Sometimes you’ll be at fault. Sometimes your partner will be. But it’s not about pointing fingers or finding faults. It’s about choosing the relationship every single time, especially when it feels hardest to do so.

When you become that person — and when you find that person who will do the same — you’ll fight, argue, cry, even feel like leaving. And yet, you won’t. Because you both chose this marriage, this relationship, and you’ll keep choosing it again and again.

When that happens, son, that is your best love. That is your best love……….

Why true Peace needs strength: A Lesson from the Guru

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There was a gurukulam with a few disciples in the southern parts of India. One day, a disciple approached his Guruji and asked:

Disciple: “Guruji, you teach us many things. But two of your teachings intrigue and confuse me. You ask us to be the strongest people we can be, and yet, you also ask us to follow non-violence. If I cannot use my strength, then why did you make us strong in the first place, only to tell us not to use it?”

Guruji: “Do you see the great mountain behind our gurukulam?”

Disciple: “Yes, Guruji, I do.”

Guruji: “Do you think I could climb to its peak in half a day?”

Disciple: “You are strong, Guruji, but I think it is impossible even for you. Even I, in my prime, would take more than half a day to climb it.”

Guruji: “Good. Now, what if I asked you to climb it in half a day or less? What would you say?”

Disciple: “I would tell you, Guruji, that it is not possible for me.”

Guruji: “And if I forced or pressured you to do it?”

Disciple: “Then I would ask—were you able to do it when you were my age? Or I would say, Guruji, please show me how to do it first. If you can, then I will try.”

Guruji smiled.

Guruji: “Exactly. That is why I trained you in warfare. Not because you must always use it, but so that you and others understand that violence is not the solution to all problems. When a weak man preaches non-violence, people dismiss it, saying he speaks so only because he cannot fight. But when a strong man, fully capable of fighting, chooses non-violence—people listen. They know it comes from wisdom, not weakness. Remember this: it is always better to be a warrior in a garden than a gardener in a battlefield. When you have strength yet choose peace, people will respect you, because you are showing them a higher path—that strength must be used only when necessary.”

The disciple bowed.

Disciple: “Thank you, Guruji, for enlightening me. But just as we disciples listened to you and became who we are today, won’t others also do the same?”

Guruji: “Let me tell you the story of Raja Hemanand Pratap Varma…”

The Tale of Raja Hemanand Pratap Varma

Raja Hemanand Pratap Varma was a just and kind king. His people loved him deeply, for he was wise and compassionate. Under his rule, there was peace and prosperity—no crimes, no wars, only flourishing trade and happiness.

Whenever rival kings threatened war, Hemanand would ask them: “What is it that you truly need? Why waste lives and resources? Let us resolve this peacefully.” He always extended the olive branch, providing what they sought to avoid bloodshed.

This attitude stemmed from his past. As a child, Hemanand was weak and often bullied. His father, a warrior king, had died in battle. From that time, Hemanand vowed never to follow the path of violence. He shunned warfare and physical training, choosing instead to rule through peace.

His ideals made his kingdom prosper. Neighboring kings saw him as harmless, and merchants from far and wide flocked to his peaceful, wealthy land. But this very prosperity attracted the attention of Virata Samrat, a cruel and greedy ruler.

Virata challenged Hemanand: “Let us wage war. The victor shall rule both kingdoms.”

But Hemanand stayed true to his ideals. He refused bloodshed and instead sent 1,000 carts of gold, saying: “Let us avoid war, for it will only destroy our people. Accept this token, and let us live as friends.”

Virata was astonished—yet insulted. He thought: “If Hemanand can spare 1,000 carts of gold for peace, how much more treasure must he hold? And how dare he imply that I can be bought?”

His pride wounded, Virata decided to exploit Hemanand’s weakness—his kindness. He accepted the offer, pretended friendship, and slowly gained Hemanand’s trust. Soon, he sat in the king’s court, influencing matters of state.

Once he had learned enough, Virata struck. He betrayed Hemanand, killed him, and exiled his wife and son. Virata seized the throne and ruled the once-prosperous kingdom with cruelty.

Guruji’s voice grew solemn.

Guruji: “Do you see, my child? Raja Hemanand had peace in his heart, but no strength to protect it. Peace without strength is fragile, like a lamp in the wind. Strength without peace is destructive, like fire in the forest. True wisdom is in having both—strength to defend, and the will to choose peace.”

The disciple bowed deeply, his doubts dissolved.

Disciple: “Now I understand, Guruji. Peace is indeed the greatest weapon—but only when it is guarded by strength.”

Edit courtesy: ChatGpt

Speak Like It’s a Spell

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Laundpana – Speak Like It’s a Spell

How often do you hear people telling you not to talk too much about yourself, or to always pronounce and spell things correctly? I don’t know how true what I’m about to say is, but I truly believe it.

There’s this one rap song I stumbled upon on YouTube — Laundpana by Kayden Sharma[1]. It had been a long time since I enjoyed a rap this much, not since Apna Time Aayega from Gully Boy. While listening to this track, a few lines hit me hard. They made me feel that the advice to not speak less about yourself and to speak clearly isn’t just a social nicety — it might actually be backed by something deeper, maybe even science.

Here are a few lines from the song that really stood out:

“HALLU HALLU SACHAI HAI BADALRAUN MEIN KHWAAB”

“KITTE KI SAALON SE HUMLA BHOOKKE BAITHE”

“KAYDEN BADE LOG KE SATH UTH TA BAITHTA NAHI”

“BADE LOGAAN KAYDEN KE SATH UTHTE BAITHE”

“TV PE AANE KE BAAD MAIN SUPERSTAR NAHI BANA”

“SUPERSTAR THA ISKE LIYE AAYA MAIN TV PE”

Every time I listen to this song, it reinforces my belief that the way we speak about ourselves — especially to ourselves — can truly shape our lives.

As I planned to write about this song, I didn’t want to do it blindly. So I did a bit of research. That’s when I found something fascinating: the word spell doesn’t just mean to spell out letters. Historically, it also refers to casting a spell[2]. That really struck a chord with me. It’s no wonder that clear, confident, and positive speech is so powerful. The words we use literally shape our perception — of ourselves and of the world around us.

Think about it. Every great leader in history was a powerful speaker and a believer in themselves. They didn’t downplay their worth or wallow in a victim mindset. They spoke with confidence and faith in their journey, no matter how hard life hit them.

One story that demonstrates the power of belief and words is that of Nick Sitzman[3]. He was accidentally locked inside a freezer overnight. He panicked, convinced he would freeze to death. The next morning, he was found dead — cause of death: hypothermia. But here’s the twist — the freezer wasn’t working at all that night. It had malfunctioned and wasn’t even cold. Nick died not from the actual cold, but from the belief that he was freezing.

His mind made it real. That’s how powerful our thoughts, words, and beliefs are. So, to conclude:

You can shape your reality by the way you speak — especially about yourself. Speak with belief. Speak with power.

Spell it like a spell.

[1] Laundpana by Kayden Sharma – YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0MdSpxab89A

[2] The word “spell” and its magical roots – Medium: https://medium.com/@theawakenedstate/the-magic-of-spelling-words-41936db32bc4

[3] Nick Sitzman freezer death story – Psychology Today: https://www.psychologytoday.com/intl/blog/how-risky-is-it-really/201006/dying-thought

Chit Chaat Friends

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“You can choose your friends but you cannot choose your family.” – Harper Lee

We’ve probably heard this quote more than once—it reminds us that while we don’t get to choose our family, we absolutely get to choose our friends. And choosing them wisely matters, because we become the product of the people we surround ourselves with.

As a child, I had a beautiful fantasy. I imagined that when I grew up, I and my best friends—my childhood gang—would start businesses together, become rich, and buy homes next to each other. I even had a detailed plan where four of us (my closest school friends) would build homes in the shape of a square, all connected through a central shared space. That middle area? It was for our families to hang out, relax, celebrate together. Just us—our own little world.

That fantasy meant the world to me. And like all heartfelt fantasies, it stayed one—because “life is lifing,” as people say now. That vision remained locked away in a childhood corner of my mind… until recently, when I saw someone live a part of that dream in real life.

Now here’s another of my slightly less sentimental but equally passionate dreams: to eat pani puri from every single place I could find. Not just the shop ones—but from thelas, bandis, roadside stalls, carts, bicycles—you name it. While that wasn’t realistically possible, I did the next best thing. I began trying pani puri from every place I heard was good.

That’s when I stumbled upon Chaat Carnival in Secunderabad.

The real essence of ‘chit chaat’—food, friends, and shared laughter.

At first glance, it looked like just another chaat joint. And I won’t lie—my first thought was, “What’s so special about this place?” My friend, who is one of the business partners, had asked me to visit. I honestly assumed it was just a polite attempt to promote her business.

But the moment I stepped in, I knew I had misjudged it.

I was warmly welcomed and made to feel at home. The place has a vibe—a simple, warm, cheerful setting where families, friends, and couples can unwind and just enjoy great food. But what truly amazed me was not just the taste of the food—it was the story behind it. It was the people.

One of the Founders at Chaat Carnival (the one in the black tee 2nd one from the left)

From childhood mischief to running a business—some friendships go the distance.

The business is run by three childhood friends. And let me tell you—this is not just a business for them. It’s passion. All three have full-time jobs, and two of them are professional photographers. Yet, they chose to create this place, not to mint money, but to serve food they love making.

Food, for them, is a language of love. They’ve poured their hearts into Chaat Carnival. Every dish I tried was absolutely spot-on. Unique in flavor, perfect in preparation, and above all, made with joy. The taste was so good, I had to go back again—just to let my taste buds relive that joy.

These three friends didn’t grow apart with time like most people do. They grew together—from childhood best friends to business partners, choosing not just to build something profitable but to build something purposeful.

Their goal? Simple:
To give people a space where they can chit-chat over chaat, with food that’s tasty, hygienic, and served with heart.

And as if that wasn’t already beautiful enough, they’ve taken it a step further.

All three of them are dog lovers. Since they can’t adopt every stray, they decided to contribute in a small but deeply meaningful way. Right outside the shop, they’ve placed a free feeding station for street dogs—with dog biscuits for anyone to pick up and feed our furry friends.


“If I can’t adopt one, why not help many?” – A gesture that speaks volumes.

This… this is what it looks like when passion, dreams, friendship, and kindness come together.

Chaat Carnival is not just a place to eat. It’s a place to feel. A place where memories are made, friendships are celebrated, and humanity is served—on a plate and beyond.

They didn’t just create a business.
They built a home of fun, friends, dreams, and happiness.

Kudos to them. Truly.

If you ever find yourself in or around Secunderabad, do drop by Chaat Carnival.

https://maps.app.goo.gl/Rfmg19VXoA1ictin9

You might go there for the food,
but you’ll leave with a full heart.

P.S. This isn’t a paid promotion. I just genuinely loved their story and felt it deserves to be shared with the world. ✨ and a special thanks to ChatGpt for helping out in ironing out the wrinkles of this post.